OK, so there’s this runway or catwalk or whatever at a nearby mall, and it saddens me coz I know I can’t go because (a) My boyfriend doesn’t allow me, (b) Both my parents won’t approve, and (c) I don’t think I could make the screening.
And that saddens me a bit (a lot) because that has been my dream for like forever. =((
And then get mistreated,
And then trust again coz I like giving people 2nd chances,
And 3rd and 4th and 5th and 6th (infinity) chances, hoping I might find that one person who wouldn’t betray me and I’ll trust on forever,
And ever ever ever ever ever..